| What do you do at the Museum?
I identify northern Peruvian plants, curate the South American plant collections, and do taxonomic research on the family Eriocaulaceae.
How did you become interested in your field?
When I was young I really wanted to be an artist or an actress. I was not the sciency little child. Some kids are really sciency from a young age and I wasn't.
I got interested in botany when I was a flower child in high school. I liked the structure of plants, the way they looked. They seemed like such pure, otherworldly beings. My grandparents were farmers--quiet, hard-working people who didn't believe in calling attention to yourself. And I saw plants that way - just by growing silently, being themselves, they provided food for the entire world, made all life possible. I liked that image.
I also loved the outdoors. My dad took us wilderness camping every summer and always made everything feel like a big adventure. When I went to college, I liked the botany classes where we'd go outside and wander around in the woods, not knowing what we'd find.
I settled on plant taxonomy right away, the field where you classify plants into species, and natural groupings of species. To me it makes the world seem like a richer place, and it's a way of honoring living things.
Has being a woman made a difference in your career?
I think it always makes some difference being a minority. Academic science for most of its history has been an almost exclusively male institution, and museum science is still one of the most male-dominated disciplines. But I'd be lying if I didn't admit that was part of the attraction for me. Only later did I realize that there was a down side, that even really good men can have difficulty relating to women, and vice versa.
But on the positive side, being an outsider can sometimes help you see things with greater clarity. For example, science can be really competitive rather than cooperative, which is often wasteful and counterproductive. Scientists are sometimes obsessed with demonstrating to each other the hardness of their methods or the power of their techniques, to the point that they get distracted from what matters.
I have kept a low profile, professionally, in order to stay away from the politics and competitive pressures. I've never even applied for a Ph.D.-level position. But as far as how I've been treated by people personally, I think I've been treated well, judged by the quality of my work, and given freedom and respect. I'm kind of a hermit and that probably helps.
How does gender affect other aspects of science?
One of the annoying things to me is that we're not allowed to say that there is any art in what we do because that seems to trivialize it. There's this annoying machismo about how hard it's supposed to be to know the truth--This is rigorous. We're doing something hard. We're stripping away the illusion from the truth.
I think it relates to the idea of physics envy. Within the sciences you go from hard to soft science-talk about masculine and feminine! Hard science is physics. You go from mathematics to physics to chemistry to molecular biology to biology to organismal biology. And then you get up into ecology and, God forbid, psychology and sociology, which are barely considered sciences. It's called physics envy. It's like everyone is trying to reaffirm their identification with physics and chemistry. Right now we have this drive to analyze DNA, as if we don't really know what something is until we know what its DNA looks like. We can't say we know anything until we know that. And this is such a masculine single-focus kind of thing.
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